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Saturday, March 7, 2009 I'M SADDENED. I'M DEPRESSED. I'M FEELING SUPER EMO. cos of some reasons. one is because my math results ruined my straight A's. i failed it. 20/50. first time i seriously failed my maths so badly. first time i failed a subject so badly. third time i failed a subject.. second is because of some stuff... confidential. dun ask, cos i'm not going to tell. its just something i dun really want to say, something i'm not proud of, something that only one other person knows. to that person who knows, thanks for comforting me, thanks for cheering me up. thanks for making me sms so much, though it doesn't matter. thanks, cos i feel much better now. thanks for calling me, and again, thanks for making my phone bill go down so fast right after i top up. a million thanks to you. but i still feel depressed. thanks for chatting with me on msn, thanks for just listening to my troubles. you are a super duper great friend, always there for me. ♥ . Daybreak[song]is just how i am feeling. troubled, depressed. Omoi ga kazoerenai namida o nagasaseta Kedo kimi wa kaeranai Hont ni hoshiino wa omoide janaku "Kimi ga iru" sore dake dayo Ano toki no basho niwa modoru koto wa m dekinai Konnanimo tsurai nara Isso deawanakattara Wanna forget I mourn. Will my wounds heal if i laugh it off?? will i be able to forget? will my wounds heal, will i forget is i just laugh it off?? when has it been so easy to cry? i want to laugh, i want to laugh. next to you, i can't laugh anymore. If i remember it, i embrace sadness. quietly, quietly, i fall down. When i realize it, tears are spilling I want to disappear, I want to die, I want to go crazy.[escapism] as i'm writing this post, listening to some more cheerful songs, cheerful melody, not cheerful lyrics. but that's fine. cheer me up will you?? will tomorrow be a better day?? will it all be a dream when i wake up?? will it just disappear?? will i forget about all the unpleasant things?? will i just accept fate, accept my suffering and move on?? even if i want to, will i be able to move on?? will i just knock down the walls i meet and continue?? having really mixed feelings. me, myself, i dun understand anything anymore... just let me sleep, try to forget everything. must think positively, tomorrow will be a better day.. ♥ to that person. thanks once again... 今も愛しているそっとずっとずっと君を12:23 PM |